"Oh, I was going to get those records requests done last week." Says the VocRehab rep. What? really? And then had me go over half the stuff we covered last week. Were you even listening? This is why I never ask for help people! Fuck! Thank you for triggering several of my depression issues, I want a nap and a lot of chocolate now, or a ( Read more... )

At VocRehab I need to be able to list my talents and interests and strengths. What? I am in the midst of a huge trough of depression and all I can think of is 'fuck that, imma go play more bejeweled blitz on FB and fuck this shit' but that is not at all helpful, really. And it is sixty days until I will even know if I qualify for VR assistance ( Read more... )

So yeah, looking over this year's entries, I usually write more in a WEEK than I have this year so far. Depressed much? yeah, that is part of it. I don't have much to say these days, really, I work, I sleep, I take meds, I try to convince the state to cough up some money for me, I avoid the various hospital bills that are piling up (surgery in ( Read more... )

Shit I do not EVAR want to see again: Mom passing out in the middle of the hallway ( Read more... )

I am safely home now sans gall bladder. Did you know that they can burst like appendixes??? I didn't. The surgeon said that mine was close, I was lucky I got to the ER when I did. Holy Fucking Incompetant Idiots, Batman. The ER doc I saw before Thanksgiving (in Douglas) was an idjit. He didn't think I needed a cat scan since my liver and ( Read more... )

Good News: still employed despite relapse of right hand not working (prednisone on the way from pharmacy to solve that). And I am working both Saturday and Sunday now ( Read more... )

LJ won't let me comment ANYwhere, journal or community. *frustrated ( Read more... )

The fire headed East, parallel to our back fence, and did not come over the hill toward us. There is a campground closer to town that got evacuated but the fire was put out before reaching any of the houses or the campground. Way too damn much excitement for us, Mom and I have been sick since the thing happened, but we have go bags packed now and ( Read more... )

I have spent the last two days drugged out of my skull after oral surgery. I highly recommend sedation dentistry. They knocked me out and removed three teeth (two broken and one whole) and three roots (from years old root canals that broke off at the gumline) and I had no problems at all. But I have been on painkillers since Monday afternoon and ( Read more... )

I've been home a month now and with a lot of rest and medication I feel able to go look for a part time job that I can do with one hand, like answering phones maybe. But. There is always a but, isn't there ( Read more... )